I am Tesseract.

Fall 2012 French W1105 section 001 ACCELERATED ELEM FRENCH
Call Number	23963
Day & Time Location	MTWR 9:00am-11:00am To be announced
Points	8

Section key
20123FREN1105W001

www.columbia.edu/cu/bulletin/uwb/subj/FREN/W110...

The areas included in the General Education Requirements are:

1. Ethics and Values: 1 course
2. Social Analysis: 1 course
3. Historical Studies: 1 course
4. Cultures in Comparison: 1 course
5. Laboratory Science: 2 courses in one science
6. Quantitative and Deductive Reasoning: 1 course
7. Language: study through at least the fourth semester
8. Literature: 1 course
9. The Visual and Performing Arts: 1 course

Courses used to fulfill these area requirements must be at least
3 points and may also be used to satisfy requirements for majors or
minors.

+First Year English
+First Year Seminar

Anyone else has a feeling it's going to be tough to get any science into my schedule?

Я еще даже не в США, но меня уже обуревает гордость за свой университет XD <3

Ненавижу деньги. Хотя бы потому, что не понимаю. Слишком много разных единиц информации, которые конветрируются по собственной воле, бегают из графы в графу, перескакивают и набрасываются друг на друга.

What a volatile piece of shit, money is.

Закрытая запись, не предназначенная для публичного просмотра

Закрытая запись, не предназначенная для публичного просмотра

This is so bad, I actually have to make a choice. I keep thinking I have to pull through it, but I have to make a choice.

Is Brad worth it? Do I try to forgive him and hope for dear life I can pull it off? Can I forgive him for not living up to his promises? Can I forgive him for pulling his way in such a clandestine manner? Can I forgive him for ever being passive-agressive and illogical?

Potato.

When all logic goes to hell, 'potato' is as good a reason as any.

I definitely have to cling to my rule of having my own back. Because even my best friend does not bother. He cannot even figure out what the fuck got me so upset. And I am willing to bet he does not even realise how mad I am.

This is not anger. This is while boiling rage.

For the first time in my entire life I am angry at someone more than I am angry at myself. For the first time in my life I blame the bad outcome more on someone else than on myself. Oh, how mad am I.

Potato.

I let him get to me. I let him in. I trusted my future into his hands. I never should have abandoned my defences. I never should have counted on him. The rule is simple. There is me and noone else. The rule is basic. Noone has my back. The rule is vital. I cannot delegate. The rule is there for a reason. I made it up after my father passed away, kept it on, but then I just... made three wrong steps. Literally, three. The resume, the recomendations, the offer to set up an office. Three missteps.

And everything swirled down the drain.

From right here I cannot possibly fix it. I have to operate lies, I have to risk so much more. Because I let the guard down. Because I again believed Brad had my back.

I am so mad at him because it is not that tough. Write a resume and three short paragraphs over three month's time. And have my back on the business negotiation. Just give a fuckin' nod to John. A go-ahead. A word to put the weight back to me. It's a nod and four words. She can do it. I am so mad he couldn't do these simple things.

I am in rage with myself because I just preferred to believe in him. I refused to see the pattern, I refused to recognize that the pattern applies to a few written lines and a nod. I just missed the severity of the case. I so missed the severity of his case. Of his naiveness. Of his obliviousness. Of his laziness. I am not even sure what contributed to my fall. Yet right this second, as every hours counts down to the last day I can receive a positive answer from a college, I get more and more mad at myself for letting someone have my back. For being so stupid as to think we are a team.

I am so ruthlessly stupid. So naive. So aggravatingly childish. For Haven's sake, when am I going to quit believing in people?

Potato.

Pickety-boo and the whole... shebang~!

That's me having a panic-attack.

Сегодня в полночь я узнаю еще один результат. Этот результат придет из колледжа, на который, в принципе, я надеялась. Еще один результат.

Я очень переживаю. До болей в сердце.

Выбрали сегодня Президента. Парламент выбрал. Неожиданно - президента не было с 2009. Почти три года.