I hate.hate.HATE writing essays. With every fiber of my soul I HATE writing them. I can't.can't.can't form a thesis. I can't find the flow of argument. This book is too contradictory and too complex for an introspective essay.
I hate it. I hate it that as soon as I think that I have a grasp on what this College's damn English department wants from me, they throw a new challenge - something even more out-of-this-world-ly than the previous one. This is sick. So sick, it pains me to think of it.