03:15

daring, ambitious, supercilious
I am lost.

I want to think physics, and I know I need to try to go on Wall Street. This is tearing me apart, really.
I have to specialize, and I know what I want to do, but I also know the path is too long, and I need to provide for my family as soon as possible.
I want to do physics, but I have to do finance. And I am not sure there will be a way back into physics, or time, or money, or whatever.

I don't know what to do, how to act, where to move. I have a wish, and I have a need. And, oh Haven, could they be reconciled?

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10.08.2013 в 04:54

Elle est musique et certains jours quand notre cœur se fait trop lourd elle est la seule а pouvoir nous porter secours...
Do what you want to do, otherwise you'll probably regret your decision
10.08.2013 в 20:32

Science: because you can't pray this shit into space (c) || Электронный кочевник || Игрок в киберсалочки || "Фермопилы под контролем" (с) 【Как совмещать пацифизм и кровожадность: моя автобиография (с)】
I'm going to send you an u-mail. Don't feel like talking this out in public.
11.08.2013 в 00:13

I think that God in creating Man somewhat overestimated his ability.
If you do what you love n stay hungry hurting your family - would you ever forgive yourself? I made similar choice, I don't regret mine even once... I can do what I love later, knowing that the people I care for most are secure n safe is what really grounds me n gives me strength, every day.
11.08.2013 в 04:17

daring, ambitious, supercilious
Химура Кеншин, thank you, my Sky.

amistiel, that is a good point. That's what I'm looking for, and yet the decision burns a hole in my chest.
11.08.2013 в 11:19

I think that God in creating Man somewhat overestimated his ability.
~[*(O.O)*]~, well... However obvious and simple... Time heals all. :-)
No matter what you choose - don't look back, ever )))
11.08.2013 в 18:11

daring, ambitious, supercilious
amistiel, I have to disagree here - time does not heal all :(
11.08.2013 в 21:36

I think that God in creating Man somewhat overestimated his ability.
~[*(O.O)*]~, it does, just allow it to pass )) and one has to let go n move on.. :-)